My name is Peter and I hate talking to people. You might say, “Why, it’s great?” I don’t know about that. I feel like most people start conversations to get something and rarely do they actually want to share any type of connection. They are looking for something in you, attention, emotion, interest, or want to make themselves feel a certain way. Is that always the case? Nope, but it seems like it is quite a bit.
This is my energy for dealing with people.
It’s not a lot and depletes rather quickly. So let’s say I get into a conversation with someone.
If I feel like the person is just talking to talk and they don’t really care about me, I listen, deal with it, but by the end, I’m like here energy wise.
well as the day goes on
I’m on empty
and the only way to recharge my energy is to be alone
in seclusion and relax. Sure, I think about things too much, but the real problem is, I don’t try to get things from people. I don’t talk to get a person to have sex with me or make me feel good or show me attention. So in those interactions, I feel like I am being taken from without getting anything back. Then I feel guilty and start to think.
For being reserved and removed. I get my energy back up and go out into the world and try to be nice and talk to people.